?where are u

I lost myself in life highway

I had forgotten u mary

What made u happy? what made u sad?

How I am missing for myself

Where are u

I don’t hear any sound

I cry again? Where are u?

What a pity  cruel repetition cruel time  u stole all my deepness

How I am far of myself

How I am strange with myself

I hate of this situation

I lost myself

Instead of stability in around 40

U are still confusing

Why do I created?

I didn’t  do anything significant

What a pity

I wish I didn’t pass of myself

i'm sorry

 

memorize, on that time u were god's sweetheart and life was sweet.
everything u wanted had been provided immediately.
my world was small but paradise
just me and God
everything was a guide symbol of god to do or not to do
memorize
i sold my soul to Satan
if God forgive me as forgave Adam, i never forgive myself to lose such pure beliefs 
i am so sorry

 

the worst experience

they're bur in the eye 

they're poison in the head

they're bone in fauces

the blackest point in the life 

the most bitter taste in the world

if u be nice or bad, they're wolf 

they even hate themselves 

their food is pretending 

my husband's  family  are the worst experience i ever had